I mean I already sort of accepted this reality that there is no hope anymore about a year ago so it’s okay. I just hope my death will arrive soon and I hope life is not indefinitely repeating itself cause that would mean eternal suffer for me

Thanks a lot for these tips I really appreciate that. I wish I had any friend I could talk to but unfortunately I don’t have a single friend. But I’m happy that you had something that worked out for you!

Ich hatte bereits in sämtlichen Einrichtungen wie Pflegefamielie, Klinik, Kinderheim und Verselbständigungseinrichtung gelebt aber es hat alles leider nichts gebracht. Vielleicht finde ich irgendwann noch etwas hilfreiches

Yea I think I will just give up, I tried so much for so long all for nothing