Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.
Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.
I’ve been into videogames all my life. If anything it has made me even more lonely.
Also after my temporary full time job (I’m sure I’ll get fired after the holidays) I’m just tired.